I thought I had it all

I thought I had it all, I really did. I had a boyfriend that I adored and was smack dab in the middle of country life and loving every minute of it. That all changed. After three months of playing in the dirt, partying all night and living with the semi-permanent smell of cow poo it all ended. I never saw it coming. Woman's intuition told me to check up on him one morning and it was the beginning of the end. He had posted for the entire MySpace world to see that he was looking for something more, he just failed to tell me. After a tense, tear filled discussion we agreed to take a break. A week later he broke up with me, three days after that he had a new girlfriend.
I suffered for months, I didn't eat, didn't sleep, I was heartbroken. My entire world had been turned upside down. How could the man that promised me the world take it away like it never meant anything at all? Day after day went by, each one bringing with it another memory. Everything had a memory attached to it, rain, mud and especially that familiar smell of manure. Before it ends though it needs to begin.